It's the journey not the destination

I'm starting to realise that this trip of mine is probably going to turn into more of an mental/emotional journey as well as a physical one. Every week my plans change so I think I'm best not to make any plans other than being in a particular country. Because I'm not really fussed where I'm going or where I'll end up, just how I'm getting there and what I'll see on the way. I know the reasons why I'm heading off on this odyssey but I have a feeling that like my destinations, those reasons will change. While discovering different places I'll be discovering myself. Its a very strange feeling to be absolutely shit scared and excited at the same time. RL is helping distract me by keeping me busy so that I don't think about it too much. Just about 3 months to go now and I'm starting to seriously freak out. I don't feel like I'm crossing anything off my To Do list and time is running out. God willing I'll get everything done in time and not have a chaotic end/start to my travels. Just gotta get things moving... Once I can get over the EOFY cuz its all consuming at the moment. My brain doesn't seem to have capacity for anything else so bring on Friday!!!